purpleSkinnies

Hey guys, haven't updated in a while.
Its more than overdue I'm sure.
It's been a VERY long time since I was properly active around here.
I'm back now though, and I expect to stay for a while, if not for a very long time.
A lot of things are new with me I guess.
11th grade, oh fun.
My school is kinda weird,
and because of that we move to a new campus once we have finished year 10.
I've only realistically got 5 subjects this year, which is a big relief for me.
It means I have less homework and can dedicate more efforts to each subject overall.
I applied for student leader last week too, and I got in!
I've been quite active in dAmnU for a few days too, so hopefully I've said hello to most of you.
I've missed you guys a lot.
I'm custom building a computer too, so once that is done I should be able to kick out some more fractal fun!

Who haven't I heard from yet?
Tell me whats going on guys!
I'd love to hear from you all
purpleSkinnies out.

Hey guys. What is everyone up to?
Its been a while since I've talked to anyone, or even posted anything up here.
I guess I've lacked a motivation to do or say anything. I'm not too sure.
I've missed talking to you guys a lot to be honest, but I find it too tedious to chat to everyone in places like dAmnU and through messaging and things.
Lifes been ever different.
Many ups and downs, as you guys have probably gathered by now.
Grade 10 is very busy indeed, I never have time to do much, I have so many assignmeents and so much work.
How has everyone been? I'd really love to hear from you guys.

-James.

Haven't updated in a while...
How is everyone doing? I haven't really caught up with many people recently..
I've been up to my neck with school work, and juggling other things, like the babysitting I have to do.
I've been seeing counselors at school and stuff for quite some time now.. (2 and a half years) and my life really has been going downhill. I'm never happy anymore, and I always feel terrible, worse and worse each passing day. I feel like I'm unwanted, useless, and I'm just a burden. They say I've got depression, need to seek professional help, and meds is a possibility. So is bi-polar..
I feel like a mental nutcase..
Life sucks right now. I feel like all of my 'friends' aren't really my friends. I'm constantly insulted and harassed by them. Sad thing is that they are the only ones who will take me. My grades are declining rapidly, and I lack the motivation to even get out of bed.
(Hence no art).
I don't even know why I'm putting this up here.
I guess I just needed to talk to myself.

Whats everyone been up to?
~purpleSkinnies.

My laptop screwed up.
Yeah.
How great is that??
Well my OS fucked up somehow.
I tried to upgrade to windows 7.
Unfortunately it wouldn't let me upgrade from safe mode, and the only way I could even get into my computer was to upgrade from safe mode.
So, I had to format my WHOLE COMPUTER.

Yay.
I've had this laptop for 3 years and everything is gone.
Everything.

I am so pissed off its not funny.

purpleSkinnies out.

By the way I've been here for a year now.
Since my old account anyhow.

And that makes Strike 3.
I dont know what to think anymore.
I guess I'm an idiot. Why the hell not.

purpleSkinnies out.